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My name is Alexey. I came to Israel when I was 16 years old, shortly after I graduated from school. I came alone, without my parents, via the youth studies program "Sela". I was fortunate young man, put goals in my life and achieved them. One year later I was accepted into the University of Tel Aviv. There I tried drugs for the first time. In the beginning it was grass, LSD, Ecstasy. I played a guitar in a rock band, and it was our way of looking for inspiration, and also relaxing. But after a short time I tried harder drugs, cocaine and heroin, and very quickly they began to replace everything else from my life. First I had to quit university. I began to realize that it is not self-indulgence, and I’m in drug addiction. I decided to go to the army, in order to stop using drugs there. But neither the army nor the threat of going to jail, (in the army for drug use you can go to jail) does not stop me. After a short period I lost everything: friends, girlfriend, apartment and my job. My life on the street has begun and it was full of drugs, deception, crime and loneliness. It seemed that this was a vicious circle from which there was no exit. I tried to stop using drugs, but without them my life seemed so empty and meaningless that I didn’t want to live. I had an understanding that the nature of this emptiness in my life is spiritual, and I indulged in spiritual searches, as I thought. I studied various religions and philosophical movements, but nothing has filled me, and I again returned to drugs. In 2007 I met guys who came to drug addicts in Tel Aviv street, they spoke to us, feed us and told us that they also were drug addicts, and that after they received Jesus as their Lord and Savior, He delivered them from their addiction. There I heard about the rehab center in the monastery, where I met Jesus, repented, and now I live here for year and half, study in the School for Disciples, and I feel happy. I have devoted my life to serving God, and it changed my life. I am very thankful to people who serve in this ministry, may God bless them.
August 2009. |