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My name is Benjamin. I’m 38 years old. I was born in Derbent, Dagestan. From the age of 12, I was «educated» on the street. As a result, theft, deception of parents, cigarettes, booze. In 14 years I became addicted to marijuana, and in age of 15 tried for first time to take drugs. God gave me the gift to be a musician. But unfortunately I have not always used my gifts as I perhaps should have. I performed for weddings and concerts. It was easy money. ... At 18, in the army, I realized that I was addicted to drugs. I wanted to build and establish a family, but because of all the drugs, everything fell apart. Leaving my wife and son, I came to Israel. I have served six and a half years in prison for theft. I tried to get out of the «system» of drugs, but digressed into alcohol dependence. After the death of my father, during a spiritual crisis, I returned to drugs despite strong efforts, on my part, to avoid them. Thank God, some believers brought me, three separate times, to the rehabilitation center. I wanted to «shoot-up» and get high, so left the center. The 4th time I returned on my own. Now I am very grateful to God for His having mercy upon me. I understand that He loves me. I’m grateful that I can now communicate with his Son, take part in the music ministry, and go forth as the Lord leads me. I’m very well and happy.
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