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“Let him,who boasts, boast in the Lord” 2 Cor.10:17
Recently I came back home from my job by bus together with my friend. He knows that I live in the beautiful and expensive area of Haifa, because every day I came from the bus to the bus station in that area.My friend was talking that the tax for a land in Israel is very high. He asked me: “How much do you pay, living in a such elite area?” sincerely I replied “I don't know”. Being amazed he continued , “Well, you don't know how much your rent is for your house or apartment?” Anticipating the pleasure to boast, I replied, “I don't know exactly, but about 60-70 thousand shekels”. “So how many rooms you do have”? “On the first floor...” I began to count, “On the second floor...,also the third floor and then there are houses in the yard”. “But where do you live?”, exclaimed my friend. So I began to tell him in the bus about our rehab center. How the Lord Jesus is saving the sinners upon the earth and how the last ones are becoming the first ones in God's kingdom. After I repented and began to follow God according His commandments and His Law, I still had a problem, I love to boast, to embellish and to exaggerate.I began to realize, that now it's wrong to do so, but it was still hard to tame that desire to do it. But soon I have found, that it is possible to talk eulogizing God. So I have the facilitation, that I don't have to control my tongue and didn't have to be quiet. I told to my friend and some other people, who were interested, that before I lived alone in a 90 meter apartment and I was deadly alone, but now, hallelujah,I am in a big house and with a big family! Here I have so many brothers and sisters, that I can't even imagine. I consider our monastery and our rehab center as my own home and I'm trying as much as I can to do all I can to become a man according to God's will more beautiful outwardly and inwardly. I told my friends from my job, that here in our home all the needy and the suffering have found God's mercy, His forgiveness and His deliverance.God gives GOOD to those who are coming to Him. It's a wonderful life here on the Earth ,and there is faith in life after death.That's cool! After you experienced the grace of the Lord and you renounce the sinful thoughts and deeds that are displeasing to God. My testimony is only about that, what the Lord gave me. During my rehabilitation I got delivered from an addiction to alcohol, it destroyed my family and my health. My financial situation has changed for good and all my problems with the bank are solved. Now I'm a competent citizen of my country and a member of society, and now obedient to the laws. God helped me to finish a professional course and I am now getting a more complicated profession-programmer as a CNC. I have a lot of interesting plans for the future.In all of that the Lord blesses me. My part now is trying to live and to work according to God's commandments. I pray to God for His mercy daily and that it will be with me constantly. I'm afraid of depriving it. I will boast in my Lord everywhere and forever. I just want to please Him! I like it, and it is for my good, that's all. Hallelujah!
Boris Buksht
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